So I just saw a diaper commercial and completely lost it. I feel like 2011 has been the best and the worst year of my entire 24 year life. Finding out we were pregnant to getting engaged to delivering our tiny miracle 15 weeks too early made this year the most amazing year to date. But to lose Lyric 6 short days later is the most devastating pain I have ever known, and didn't realize was even possible.
It's hard for me to leave 2011 behind. Moving forward has been the hardest part. 2012 scares me. Bills, wedding, finishing school, and trying again is all on the agenda for the year and some of those things would be much different if she was here. Hell, my entire life would be different if she was still here. What I wouldn't give for that life today.
And yet I have no choice but to say goodbye to 2011, and hello to 2012.
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