Yikes!

I just realized that this was my last lazy weekend before I go back to work! Christmas is next weekend and New Years is the next. I am officially going back to work on January 2. I am ready. Well, today I feel that way. Tomorrow I might change my mind.

I am going to the doctor on Wednesday. Not sure what to expect really. I am anxious to get he go-ahead on physical activity (I am anxious to get in shape for our September wedding). But we also should be talking about the autopsy report. While we pretty much know what happened, we still want to know for sure and I want to know how it will affect our future. Thats the part that I am not sure about. I am so scared that we are going to be advised not to try again. I know that my doctor never eluded to that idea and everyone I ever saw while I was pregnant said that this shouldn't happen again and we can go on to have a successful pregnancy. The whole idea still makes me uneasy.

I think I might have another tough week ahead of me with this doctors appointment and Christmas.